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Please? <3

Mon May 4, 2009, 8:38 AM
My friend and I are having a little competition to see who can get the most friend/fan signs. Anyway, I was wondering if you guys could make a sign for me? All you have to do is write my name or something about me on your hand or a piece of paper, take a picture of yourself with it, and send it to me, or post it. =] I'll return the favor to anyone who asks. Thankss. <3

  • Listening to: Jump, Jump! - NLT.
  • Reading: Breaking Dawn.

Thoughts.

Thu Mar 26, 2009, 3:40 PM
I Wrote this a few months ago:

The purpose of my life is no longer clear to me.
It's gradually fading into the seemingly nothingness.
I don't even know why I'm still here.
No matter how hard I try to please others...
No matter how hard I try to be perfect in their eyes...
I'm just another disappointment.
Will I ever be loved for who I am?
Will I have to keep holding these fake smiles and false hopes?
Is all of the disfunction and unhappiness my fault?
Are the tears everyone else sheds the results of my life?
It's getting colder each and every day.
Can you give me a reason to wake up in the morning?
Things like breathing are beginning to seem like a waste.
Is leaving the only way?
The best intentions never get me by.
I can't seem to escape these feelings of aloneness and isolation.
Hope no longer exists.
Nothing good can last forever.
There's nothing left.
Can I ever be who I am without judgement?
Is my life pointless and unimportant?
It's seems like I'll never find love or acceptance.
I'm not worth it.
Shouldn't I feel Alive?
I swear that I try, but it's never good enough.
My crystal heart gets weaker with each breath.
Can't someone just take it all away?
I'm sorry that I can't be perfect.
The truth is getting harder and harder to believe.
Does everyone hate me?
Do I have the courage to take this life?
Can I end it now?

  • Listening to: Thank You, Angel-November Blessing.

Random Survey!

Fri Mar 20, 2009, 8:49 AM
Have You Ever...

[ ]Played Spin the Bottle?
[ ]Toilet Paper someone's house
[ ]Played Poker with money
[x]Gone swimming in a white T-shirt
[x]been tickled so hard you couldn't talk
[x]like someone but never told them
[x]went camping
[ ]had a crush on your brother's friend
[x]walk in the rain without an umbrella
[ ]told a joke that NObody thought was funny
[x]been in a talent show
[ ]started laughing at someone's bedtime
[x]worn somthing your mom didn't appove of
[x]been to a nude beach
[ ]drank jack daniels
[ ]cursed in a church
[ ]been called a slut for kissing someone
[x]burnt yourslef with a curling iron/straightner
[ ]wanted to be a police officer
[x]dumped someone
[x]been hit on by someone too old
[ ]wanted to be a model
[ ]bought lottery tickets
[ ]made out in a car
[x]cried during a movie
[x]wanted something you couldn't have
[]had sex on the beach
[]had the drink sex on the beach
[x]seen someone shoplift
[x]hung up on someone
[x]yelled at your pet
[ ]bought a thong when the casheir was a guy
[ ]tried to strip when drunk
[x]gotten seasick
[x]had a stalker
[x]played a prank on somone that had them really scared
[x]been embarassed by one of your family
[x]felt bad about eating meat
[x]protested
[x]been to an island
[ ]been in love
[x]ate jus because you were bored
[x]looked at something everybody thought was ugly and said "aww"
[x]Screamed in a library
[ ]Made out with a stranger
[x]Been Dumped
[x]Wished a part of you was different
[ ]asked a guy to dance
[x]been asked out by a really hot guy
[x]laughed so hard you cried
[x]went up to a complete stranger and started talking
[x]been sunburned
[x]kicked a guy in the nuts for being a pervert
[ ]threw up in school
[x]recieved an anonymous love letter
[x]had to wear something you hated
[ ]been to a luau
[x]saw your ex and wanted to kick his/her ass
[x]cursed in front of your parents
[ ]been in a commerical on tv
[x]watched a movie that made you miss your ex
[x]been out of the country
[ ]been honked at by some girl when you were walking down the sidewalk
[x]won at pool
[x]went to a party where you were the ony sober one
[x]went on a diet
[ ]been lost out to sea
[x]been cheated on
[ ]tanned topless
[x]been attacked by seagulls
[ ]been searched in an airport
[x]been on a plane
[ ]been pants-ed
[x]thown a shoe at someone
[x] broke someone's heart
[X]sung in the shower
[x]bought something way too expensive
[x]done something really stupid that you still laugh about
[x]been walked in on when you were dressing
[ ]ran out of a movie theatre because you were too scared of the movie
[ ]been kicked out of the mall
[x]been mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back
[ ]been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one
[ ]done something stupid when you were drunk
[ ]fell off your roof
[ ]pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up with someone
[x]had a deer jump in front of your car
[x]threatened someone witha water gun

Can you....

[x]Unwrap a starburst with your tounge
[x]sing
[x]open your eyes underwater
[ ]eat whatever you want and not have to worry
[ ]ice skate
[ ]sing in front of a crowd
[x]whistle
[X]be a bitch at times
[ ]do thirty pull ups
[x]walk in really high heals
[x]eat super spicy foods
[ ]skateboard
[ ]sleep with the lights on
[x]mulititask
[ ]touch your nose with your tounge
[x]fall asleep easily in the car
[ ]do the cotton eye joe
[x]play ddr and not fall
[ ]surf
[ ]fit in your locker
[ ]do a split
[x]taste the difference between pepsi and coke

  • Listening to: Fellow Students.

My Videos!

Thu Mar 19, 2009, 9:36 AM
Well, a friend and I created a youtube channel a little over 2 months ago. We have over 12 videos and we usually make more on weekends. On Tuesday, one of our videos hit 100 views for the first time. We were sooooo excited. You should definately check out our channel. It's called The Adventures Of Brooke And Aloria. The link is: [link] Thankss. XD

  • Listening to: Fellow Students.

Out Of Ideas...

Thu Feb 12, 2009, 10:18 AM
So...I'm completely out of ideas for new projects. I'd appreciate it if anyone could give me some ideas. Thanks. XD

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